Post by Yoru on Oct 20, 2008 16:18:55 GMT -5
Summary: [Sequel to Oneshot: This is how a Heart Breaks] Christopher watched as his life slowly fell apart. It changed when Yuuki had said that fateful day. [Yuuki/Christopher]
Started: 6:30pm
Finished: 7:44pm
One-shot: What Hurts The Most
~ Flashback ~
I watched as Yuuki ran away from me. He had just broke up with me. I felt the prick of tears, I had it planed I would tell him what was going on today. But I had never planned for that to happen. My happiness was taken away because Yuuki thought I was cheating... I felt horrible. I whispered into the wind, never to be able to say it again.
~ End flashback ~
I lay in bed, just listening to the rain patter against the window. Kai stood nearby just starting at me silently. He knew, they all knew. Shou sat quietly in a chair his head down, silently watching the rain as well. My tears fell silently, I was feeling what Yuuki most likely felt those weeks he had been holding it all in. I couldn't tell him, I didn't have the chance to.
~ Flashback ~I lay in bed, a smile upon my face. I had gone to all my friends and asked if it was a good idea to tell Yuuki. They had said that it was. That he was a great guy and would stick by me no matter what. They said they saw the way he looked at me. They said that he would be of great help to us. That he was great at cheering us all up.
~ End flashback ~
I sat in class a few days latter. Just staring out the window. It was raining again. It seemed to be raining allot now a days. It seems the sky is crying, because I can't. It would be seen as a weakness. And I can't show weaknesses. It’s after school now. I'm with Shou, Kai and everyone else. Just a relaxing day Kai had whispered out. “Nothing to slay today. No black wing threats today.” I was forcing smiles for them, but it hurt because I used to hang out with them with Yuuki all the time before our separation. Before the black wing threats before Shou transferred to the school. And then we saw him. Yuuki was walking slowly towards the dorms head down tears in his eyes; I noticed he glanced towards us. And my heart broke even more. He was hurting more then I was, he was the one who ended it, he was the one who lost everything. I was the one who kept our friends. The others had stopped talking to him when they found that he had broke up with me. But they didn't know why.
~ Flashback ~
I watched as Yuuki ran away from me. He had just broke up with me. I felt the prick of tears, I had it planed I would tell him what was going on today. But I had never planned for that to happen. My happiness was taken away because Yuuki thought I was cheating... I felt horrible. I whispered into the wind, never to be able to say it again. "I love you Yuuki. I will love you to the end of my days. I just wish I could have told you one last time." I turned around and walked away. Walking towards my dorm. I had to move towards the rest of my life without Yuuki, without the love of my life by my side.
~ End flashback ~
I lay in bed late one night crying my eyes out. Its one of the only times I can get to be alone and cry, without the sympathetic eyes of my friends watching me. I closed my eyes and dreamt of the times before it all went down hill. Of the times Yuuki was still mine. Of the times I could hold him in my arms and whisper how much he meant to me in his ears. I remember his smile, his laugh, and his tears. I remember every time we made love, every time he blushed when I whispered that I wanted him.
~* Owari *~
Chapter End Notes:
Like it? Hate it? Please review! I would love the feedback! I'll have the sequel up soon. It's not really a sequel; it's more of a side story. But there will be a sequel.
Started: 6:30pm
Finished: 7:44pm
One-shot: What Hurts The Most
~ Flashback ~
I watched as Yuuki ran away from me. He had just broke up with me. I felt the prick of tears, I had it planed I would tell him what was going on today. But I had never planned for that to happen. My happiness was taken away because Yuuki thought I was cheating... I felt horrible. I whispered into the wind, never to be able to say it again.
~ End flashback ~
- I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me -
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me -
I lay in bed, just listening to the rain patter against the window. Kai stood nearby just starting at me silently. He knew, they all knew. Shou sat quietly in a chair his head down, silently watching the rain as well. My tears fell silently, I was feeling what Yuuki most likely felt those weeks he had been holding it all in. I couldn't tell him, I didn't have the chance to.
- What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do -
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do -
~ Flashback ~I lay in bed, a smile upon my face. I had gone to all my friends and asked if it was a good idea to tell Yuuki. They had said that it was. That he was a great guy and would stick by me no matter what. They said they saw the way he looked at me. They said that he would be of great help to us. That he was great at cheering us all up.
~ End flashback ~
- It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken -
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken -
I sat in class a few days latter. Just staring out the window. It was raining again. It seemed to be raining allot now a days. It seems the sky is crying, because I can't. It would be seen as a weakness. And I can't show weaknesses. It’s after school now. I'm with Shou, Kai and everyone else. Just a relaxing day Kai had whispered out. “Nothing to slay today. No black wing threats today.” I was forcing smiles for them, but it hurt because I used to hang out with them with Yuuki all the time before our separation. Before the black wing threats before Shou transferred to the school. And then we saw him. Yuuki was walking slowly towards the dorms head down tears in his eyes; I noticed he glanced towards us. And my heart broke even more. He was hurting more then I was, he was the one who ended it, he was the one who lost everything. I was the one who kept our friends. The others had stopped talking to him when they found that he had broke up with me. But they didn't know why.
- What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do -
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do -
~ Flashback ~
I watched as Yuuki ran away from me. He had just broke up with me. I felt the prick of tears, I had it planed I would tell him what was going on today. But I had never planned for that to happen. My happiness was taken away because Yuuki thought I was cheating... I felt horrible. I whispered into the wind, never to be able to say it again. "I love you Yuuki. I will love you to the end of my days. I just wish I could have told you one last time." I turned around and walked away. Walking towards my dorm. I had to move towards the rest of my life without Yuuki, without the love of my life by my side.
~ End flashback ~
- What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do -
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do -
I lay in bed late one night crying my eyes out. Its one of the only times I can get to be alone and cry, without the sympathetic eyes of my friends watching me. I closed my eyes and dreamt of the times before it all went down hill. Of the times Yuuki was still mine. Of the times I could hold him in my arms and whisper how much he meant to me in his ears. I remember his smile, his laugh, and his tears. I remember every time we made love, every time he blushed when I whispered that I wanted him.
- Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do -
That’s what I was trying to do -
~* Owari *~
Chapter End Notes:
Like it? Hate it? Please review! I would love the feedback! I'll have the sequel up soon. It's not really a sequel; it's more of a side story. But there will be a sequel.
